Since I have learned to count
I have learned to covet
the coveting and the counting
come together in the numbers
in my wallet
in my waking
in my bed,
in my taking.
I make a mathematic connection
of your birthdate and mine
a crude gematria of our names
October. November. December.
The fall,
the utter fucking waste.
A field lying fallow
a cigarette in the marrow
broken, burnished faith.
Each day, each hour,
a little more sober,
counting inches to suicide
coveting every pause.
Thursday, October 04, 2007
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